it is vday tomorrow!

being in a happy, secure and longtime relationship, it may come as a surprise to say that valentines' day bears no significance to me. there isn't any fond memory to recollect. nothing at all to make my heart skip a beat.

i vividly remember only one valentine's day that we ever spent the occasion together. for the many years that we've been in and out of the relationship, there was only that one chance. except for the fireworks display we watched in UP and the chocolates he gave me and the personalized t'shirt i wore that says gaze heart alvin, that day was not that grand and magical. maybe because our emotions weren't in place that day. maybe because we were already falling apart that time.

so for the most part, valentines' has been nothing but a cold passing day. and possibly, it's gonna be that same way this year.

so yeah, i'm a little sad that we're not going to be together again this time. but before i turn anyone's mood to sad and low, let me declare this.

valentines' day may not be grand, but all the days eversince we've been back to each other's life made me feel like it's valentines' day and christmas day combined.

everyday is grand, magical, and love'filled. everyday is full of good madness.