i must set rules on blogging. never write a post at the height of your emotion, whether you are downright sad or extremely glad, and if you are a girl, i must add, when you are PMS'ing.
i believe people are not in their sane rational self when they do. though they mean whatever it is that they wrote about at that particular moment, they will find those same thoughts weird and hilarious the next time they reread them. not to mention, irrelevant. (or is it just me?)
anyway, being the kind of person that i am, that rule is futile. i don't know why, but as much as i love setting rules, i also find satisfaction in breaking them.
so you guessed it right, i am writing and PMS'ing right now.
do you know how much i hate it when people tell me every bit of details of their stories and not go direct to the point instead? that being said, do you have any idea how much i hate myself for a about 17 seconds now for rambling and not driving home my point yet?
i really have a point here, and it's gonna be a real quick one, i promise.
my friend's reply to my tweet a few hours ago caught me off-guard. she mentioned something like she can't imagine life without her boyfriend. but before i talk any further, i think it is vital to mention that this friend i am talking about is 24 years old, which means i am not talking about some silly teenage girl here who may not fully comprehend yet the weight of those words. also, this friend has been in the relationship with this same man for more than four years now (i had to check her blog to find out the exact count, and i learned they'll be celebrating their 5th year january next year). meaning. it is, indeed, a serious business!
and so i wonder, in this world of constant confusion and change and topsy-turvyness, isn't it beautiful to be certain about at least one thing, that there is that one special person you need and want so bad that you are afraid of losing?
sappy sentiment? at least i have my unbalanced hormones to blame.;P
